ODE to joy...?
h3 maths started this week, only 2 lessons of it and the Ordinary Differential Equations seem so hard already. thankfully our lecturer is mrs cheang: "are you troubled?". her jokes are so lame you can't help but laugh."theres a step missing here, wah i really like to skip a lot, must be very eager to grow taller"
"this working very well done, like beef like that"
"do you'all know whats polynomial? don't tell me its a parrot on diet" (polly no meal)
have to start doing tutorials already. stressed
this week is really damn depressing, lots of stuff to do. first theres eureka, a competition we are organising, flash giving me a lot of problems now. spending lots of time on it. everything will be due on coming wed, lots of stuff to do here. met the teachers today, seems like lots of changes are coming, lots of changes to make too. stressed
next theres hpc quest, a competition we are participating in. havent even started on hpc quest, the product is due end of the month and we havent even started, teammates giving me a lot of stress also. even more stuff to do here.
just when i thought can pia over the weekend for both, i've a cip coming which spans from 8:30 to 4 on both days. both days gone, sigh, more i type the more stressed i feel.
feeling like shit, cancelled the first com sci training due to eureka rehearsal. next week no wed also, wonder if we can even have training. i see a repeat of last year's failure. i really want to be a good ccal.
odac ophir expedition coming soon in start of aug also, quartermaster comm, wonder if theres much i have to do.
pw not done also, did nothing during the hols, now need to rush it, but with so many other things on, no time to rush it also. really deserve a tight slap.
but i did Super well so chem. it's So good that i can hardly believe i got it. guess i deserve it, was quite slack during the hols, didn't mug enough, didn't practise enough, thought that i'm safe since i did quite well for the organic chem quiz. play so much during the hols, end up no time to mug properly. if they look at grades on the whole, definitely there goes my h3 nus econs. promos coming soon also. sigh
why do i always bind myself to so much stuff? and why do i always leave stuff to the last second to rush them? why do i choose to play over completing my work? wtf am i blogging and not rushing eureka or hpcq? always say want to change my bad habits but never ever make any effort to. though i can only blame it on myself for bringing it upon me. sometimes i really hate myself. sigh
*this section was added later*
just read on someone's blog, brooding over things that have happened doesn't change anything. as sad as i am, i shall pick myself up and do what i have to do.
theres no use crying over spilled milk, but you can always mop it up and get a new cup of milk.
W toked kok @ 7/07/2006 08:46:00 pm
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