A Bad Day
Today was a really screwed-up day... training din go well.. i bet the coach is super pissed with me.. Maybe the rest of the vballers are pissed with me.. Ok must do more solo training.. Haizz.. Just feel that the whole day is so rushed that i probably wun remember it after today..Let's see wad we do today.. Go sim lim square.. Eat 328 Katong Laksa (which tastes super diluted).. Went shopping(as usual din buy anything, jere and yan an did after pool but not mi lar).. Meet up with bel and jon and elaine to play pool (Ok.. elaine met us in paradiz.. but not important).. Rush to training (which i screwed up damn badly).. Read something that i shouldn't have read on ppl's blog (Should really stop doing this kind of rubbish)..
Training was super bad for me lar.. I was suppossed to be the most 1337 receiver in the team.. but i screwed up every ball that i received.. so badly that the coach just make me redo and redo and redo.. like 5 times straight then he gave up.. Really just feel like banging the wall lar.. Keep apologising until the word "Sorry" sounds unfamiliar to me.. like suddenly just lost its meaning..
I focused on ONLY ONE skill in Vball for almost 1 year and i resulted in this kind of crap standard? Unbelievable lor.. Wasted my whole year training.. Quitted wushu to focus on Vball.. Neglected so much of my studies for Vball.. and in the end.. Wth..
I realised that maybe the happiest part of my day was just pooling with the brudders lar.. Won every game except 1 that i team with bel.. Won 2 games against ah boy also.. But must admit he quite off-form today.. Anyway i felt quite 1337 after the pooling.. onli to get owned by the training afterwards..
Wad a bad day.. and it didn't end after training.. went home and was suppossed to do research on mp3 and mp4 players cause of the job offer.. cant realli find anything until NK give me some shen article on wikipedia that linked to another shen website.. All that while was toking to jere on the phone lar.. 27 mins.. not bad.. longest if not counting chin nam's never-ending phone call.. So after researching was feeling so happy.. So went to surf ppl's blog.. then read some entry that i shouldn't have read bah.. So now im feeling super depressed.. Maybe more depressing than training.. cause i noe i can make up for my lousy standard by doing solo training.. but this i cant make up bah..
Sian diao..
As in seriously..
Newbiemage toked kok @ 11/13/2006 11:45:00 pm
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