Sunday 24 February 2008

Wkend Resolutions

Ding Tai Fung is so much cheaper...
i can feed 6 mouths at 100 odd dollars...and they all feel full (me inclusive)
whereas i can onli feed 3 mouths at 70 odd for 3 persons(marche), who did not really feel full after that ( me inclusive once more).....

...treated ice cream too...hmm...venezia gelato for everyone!!!

bought a jacket too...
hence....i just spent more than half my allowance. woots....

o..saw agnes...wonder if she recognises that it was me, or she thought some random guy was just waving at her....from her blog...no mention..very sad :(

hmm...guys! we arent even playing games together anymore! heck.
appearZ! at least appearZ to tok kok! no sing song or play mahjong oso can....baah...im half bored.thats why i like being in camp at times....

wkend resolutions undone:
play arcade. (carried over for like..wks already.)
watch movie. (likewise, carried over for wks)

Friday 22 February 2008

i have so many things to say

but somehow i cant arrange my thoughts properly...

too many thoughts, too much to solve, too much running thru my head

confused

i have so many things to say, but i just dunno what to say. (thats why no title.. lol.)

maybe there's nothing i can say...

Please... say something to me.

Sunday 10 February 2008

Sian ji pua

The long weekend has come to an end... booking in at 6 today.. feeling very zzZ...

these few days have been pretty boring and mumdane for me. i dunno why. this used to be my favourite time of the year. Chinese new year. i guess its the lack of the festive mood. in tekong, we 与世隔绝... no festive songs, no red decorations everywhere.. then when we juz book out, wham, everything flushes in so fast, that you kinda get dizzy. without even realising, the chinese new eyar holiday has come and gone past.

this year, didnt go visiting anywhere, cept wentao's hse, where i juz came back frm staying over. people usually come over to visit, so we stay at home. i guess its cause this used to be where my grandfather stayed, so its like.. THE gathering place. though sometimes we go to my eldest uncle's place.

i guess.... this hols wouldn't have been so boring... but what can i say, everyone has their own reasons.

i dun even noe why im typing all these boring stuff... maybe to fill up the blog.


or maybe, i'm just a boring person

Sunday 3 February 2008

3 weeks.

it has been 3 weeks since enlistement..and there goes one third of my BMT life....

had my second shave on the third week. and as usual, there were a lot of ppl complaining...personally, i din really see the shaving of head as that bad...until when i went to buy CNY clothes....everytime i look at the mirror in the changin room, i feel that something is wrong, and it is very obvious that the hair part is wrong. very weird....

i nv saw myself complaining about this...but having shaved head is really CRAP! i always hear complains from my bunk mates....cursing and swearing...1, for the fact that they dun hv hair anymore and 2, the barber in camp, although cost cheap ($2), but doesnt really do a proper shave...u can hv strands of longer hair sticking ard.....

anyhow, spent a lot of money...more than wadw i hv gotten from the army so far....but still...rather happy...cept for the fact that i just lost my magnetic earring earlier today ><><

hmm...hope this isnt divulging any secrets, or saying anything that shld not be said ><
with that aside....guys! lets go out sometime! we honestly need to meet up..talk cock...the singing and mahjong can put aside....erm...arcade? bowl? pool? best is bball >< my bball with weepin though..and he very busy man...hai....

Saturday 2 February 2008

itsumo itsudemo

A quote from blog hopping..

"Do you feel lonely at times? What do you do when you feel lonely?
Why will loneliness strike you so suddenly? I feel lonely. I dunno why."

... maybe i do know why. maybe i brought this lonely feeling upon myself... by forcing myself to turn away.

but i can't stop my mind from thinking about...

i hate this feeling.

would you know?