Sunday 25 February 2007

I&R

hmm.. well... past few days/weeks, many little events happen here and there, which are quite bothering u noe... little things here and there add up, 集腋成裘,积少成多...

been doing some I&R, insights(ing) and reflection(ing).. made me think...

hmm does being a guy, dis-entitle you to be sensitive? to be emotional? to buff nails? lolx jkjk XD hmm some pple certainly think so.. which i oso dunno why.. afterall, SNAGs are the in thing now haha..

hmm and are all guys expected to be gentlemanly, sparing, blah blah blah, cannot get angry at gals? when they are being nice and gentlemanly, chivalrous, it is expected of them to do so, therefore, no thank-yous are in due, no gratitude, or maybe juz some brief ones. 说了算了. and then, if they do not do so, they get criticised, bitched about, and scolded... well well, thats not really fair is it?
no one likes to be taken for granted... though everyone is guilty of commiting this sin... the taking for granted in general sin i mean...

and is it really fair to like be angry/ignore a person for some particular reason which is not really apparent and clear cut, but vague. and on the other side, he/she would be thinking "huh? what i do?" because he/she did not intend in anyway for you to think that way, and doesn't know that u are actually thinking that way... the least u cld do is to sort things out and make it clear to him/her, instead of juz being angry at him/her and making the latter feel lost and helpless... because afterall, ur not even sure urself. as the saying goes, innocent until proven guilty.

a seemingly cheerful and happy visage does not mean he/she has no worries, no problems, sorrows... afterall he/she bottles it all up and hides all the skeletons in the closet, with not a vestige of his/her other side exposed. but occasionally, when it all gets too hard to bear, the rock cracks under the pressure and some things start to show... that doesnt mean one shld go like "why should he/she care? i tot he/she whole day anything anyhow?" and start getting all judgemental on him/her..

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle" -plato

oh well... lol.. didn;t want to sound too solemn, but failed... oh and ya, the guys don't get it... lol.. juz dun really seem to understand gals, but oh well... "no need to understand. they dun even understand themselves" - mengying

LOL... kk peaceout

Saturday 24 February 2007

Mr Y

ok nvm, don't make him hate me, i shall delete this post lol.

Friday 23 February 2007

Reflections on Essay test

perhaps we really cant afford to dream after all...esp during essay tests..

sometimes we think too much..so much that we are lost in our own thoughts..
it might have been better if we just take a step...

hmmm....for starters i shld stop picking those weird questions to do...



Ears can only take so much. Sometimes it yearns to be the mouth too.

Thursday 22 February 2007

I did a bad thing...

my conscience is pricking me...cause i did a really bad thing...

i dismissed a person asking for help...without even so much as to stop and listen, and show some respect...

perhaps it was that plastic tote bag she was carryin that made her look like one of those who sell stuffs...

but still...haiz...

Monday 19 February 2007

CNY Fireworks!



hehe i video-ec this @ Marina Bay yesterday and the whole display was 8 min long! It's not very clear though, and the beginning's quite boring. It was pretty funny when the double decker buses whizz pass and everyone jeered haha..

Happy Chinese New Year!

Wednesday 14 February 2007

feeling too...

today was a screwed up day.. i guess i anticipated and expected too much... end up, 一场空


not to mention things i planned screwed up... dun wanna go into details.. but i juz feel really effed up now...


if i were to get into a fight now.. i wld sure as hell win...

祝天下单身汉

单人节快乐!

要快乐哦~

在这一天,没什么好难过的..

...

...

*SOBZ* T.T

feeling...

Sunday 11 February 2007

Long time no see

Hello! its been a reaaaaally long time since i last blogged, that i can't even rmb when that was. been pretty busy these few weeks, so didn't have time to blog. but here i am again =D

i shall start by blogging about HH house party last fri. the party itself was quite fun, got floorball and games and fun stuff. then food very good also, got fried rice, kampung's oily drumsticks, old chang kee food.

but damn sad, no one from the brudderhood went, cept me =( and yanan who went for a while, and jere who went for an even shorter while. so fei around, eat the food (yummy!) and played some rubberband shooting game.

i originally planned to leave at 7. but then food not served yet... so waited until about 7.15 for the food to be served. just as i eagerly await the food to be served... i was called by the councilors to help distribute the food >_< so poor me have to sit there and 眼睁睁 see everyone eat all the delicious drumsticks and old chang kee squid heads while i hand it over to them :'(

but anyway quite fun giving out food, though i never wash my hands before that.... (who knows that i've been playing frisbee before that), no wonder they always tell us don't eat from roadside stalls. but at least i was wearing gloves lol.

so distributed food until about 7.40, then another councilor came over the relief me (whee! food!). so went to grab fried rice and to my dismay, no more squid heads left :'( then stayed around until 8pm, then was about to leave liao. then they announced, 5 mins to revealing the winner of black death! being the curious fella that i was, i decided to stay. whee!

... 50 mins later, they finally started announcing the winner. then i realised that the j2 winner with 7 kills, DIDN'T GO! so me being the sporty guy that i was, had already killed 5 ppl, namely kelly (first blood!), milord, bokai, grace tang, li min. so they decided to let me win instead =D. thanks to the above ppl, i won a portable speaker with black death written on it and $10 swensens voucher! thank you =)

oh well, thats pretty much all i had to say about the party. regrettably the brudderhood never go, or else would have been more fun >_<

Thursday 8 February 2007

Announcement!

using a digicam to film segments of a video....


WE STILL MANAGED TO WIN AN AWARD!!!!

Saturday 3 February 2007

Fun day -_-"

Today some stupid day.. 1st lesson is econs lecture.. And as though its not bad enough, sort of lame around during lecture in front of everyone today haha but not bad quite funny..

So anyway today b4 econs lecture started, marcus who was sitting beside mi went to ask the econs lecturer something about the notes lar.. So she was like "Ohh not bad, u actually have qns to ask" and she asked for marcuses' name lor..

Then marcus just replied "Ohh my name is Dali" #%^#$% -_-"
Then i bo pian so just let him use my name lor.. hopefully the lecturer wun call him throughout the lecture lar.. The lecturer also asked for my name too cause i was sitting beside marcus.. So i just said "My name is jon" =P

But sadly my nightmare began lar.. the econs lecturer asked for 2 volunteers then that stupid gerard (yes i noe u read this blog u fei ren) went to start chanting "dali dali" then the whole class just joined in and i lan diao lor.. tot i was gonna go up do some NUS H3 Econs question.. But thankfully thanks to marcuses' own stupidness b4 the lecturer, the lecturer tot the class was refering to him =) so he got asked to "volunteer" himself~

Anyway the lecturer was demonstrating the Multiplier Effect of Income (Not bad, i listen in econs lecture k?) and she asked Marcus for his name and he replied "My name is Dali" then the whole LT started laughing lar and i was like wth?.. So anyway she asked Marcus to pretend that he's buying bananas and he's treating the class of 27 to it and the bananas cost $10.. So now the lecturer wan some fruit seller to sell the bananas.. As expected she asked for me lar..

So same routine she asked for ny name and i got stolen of my identity so i have to steal someone else's lor =) therefore i replied "My name is Jon" and the whole LT started laughing too.. I'm such a bad liar =(

Anyway back to the econs skit.. So now Marcus pays me $10 and i sell him the bananas.. Then the lecturer ask him to siam, so im left alone to get questioned (tortured) by the lecturer..

So she asked mi "How much did u receive when 'Dali' bought the bananas from u?""
Then i was like err 27 ppl X $10 = $270 and i answered "$270 lor?"
Then the LT started laughing again walao -_-"
Then the lecturer was like "Err bananas dun cost so much, he onli bought $10"
Lol the pre-amble on the powerpoint so vague.. How i noe the $10 bananas refer to 1 whole banana tree enuff for 27 ppl and not just 1 single banana?? $^&%&$

So i tot maybe im gonna be freed from my misery soon.. But the lecturer continue to torture me somemore lor =(

Lecturer: "Err ok so now 'jon' u got ur income and u wanna buy nasi lemak" then she asked ben tham sitting at the first row to be the nasi lemak seller then as expected she asked for his name..

And AS EXPECTED, ben tham got a pseudo-name "Gerard" and the whole LT started laughing again.. Aiyo please all of ur sense of humour so low level d.. Laugh at the same joke 3 times -_-"

So i bought the nasi lemak for $4 (im sure so ex.. ur nasi lemak got gold ar?) and i have some leftover! Yay!

Lecturer: "Ok so u got ur income and u have ur leftover of $6 but u wun save everything right? So wad will u spend it on?"
'Jon': "Err bananas?"

And the whole LT started LOL-ing again -_-" im a fruit seller wad.. Wad u wan me to buy? Mangosteens? Err wait that's still a fruit..

Anyway the lecturer was laughing also lar so i guess i din piss her off by laming around =)

So im finally freed from my torture (or i thought so) then i was about to walk out then all my classmates started calling me "Jon" so i ignored everyone and continued walking on~ Haha losers! im so cool =)

And for the break after the econs lecture all the gal classmates were like making pseudo-names for everyone..

From convo with trixie:
you = jon
marcus = you
jon = marcus
gerard = bdict
xinrui = james
benjaja = gerard

lol so messed-up.. but anyway that was the end of the econs horror..

So on to another minor horror.. i was calling kai xiong after sch then i din realise he was at H3 chem lecture cause he picked up the 1st time.. So i called a 2nd time then was like "hello-ing" into the phone for like 10 secs.. Then i hung up cause i thought kai xiong answered by accident.. Then after H3 chem lecutre, kai xiong told me that he put the phone on loudspeaker mode for the 2nd time (eugene if u heard hellos during the h3 chem lect that was mi)

Walao kena jack 2 times in a day.. And after that i went to BW house party (to do sai gang cause timothy, the BW v-cap is in vball.. and cause he trust us more than he trust the house council haha!) So we carried amplifiers and was drfitng the amplifiers on wheels. Then we carried drum set and was using the foot-pedal to bang on everything including the cymbals lol.. Then at the end of the day we helped to move the noticeboards from amphitheatre to the council area.. ( Too bad cant piao cause the notice board onli has 2 wheels =( )

Ok lar not bad lar quite a fun day even though the band for the BW house party was uber quite lousy..

P.S I blogged this ytd thus "today" is actually friday

Friday 2 February 2007

Singapore VS Thailand, showdown 1st leg

Yo yo yo!~ haha.. so here i am, blogging bout our class learning journey to the National stadium to watch the 1st leg of the ASEAN Soccer finals... at this point of time, i realise that the blogger default typing font has changed! haha coolx!... though i think only here when u type it, will appear same when u publish....

okok, back to the point... you wld probably be expecting some of my trademark high quality stylish videos and pictures... but i lazy... sorry, too bad! nyah nyah nyah nyah nyah =P... okok, will post reallll soon k?

hmm so wednesday... ended early, stoned arnd, played some bball, and s2pid volleyball pple (yes dali... s2pid vollyballers) anyhow come and train.. take 1 court nvm.. still go take the other court wif the gals team... come on... tsk.. well, no choice, so went home lo... reached home at like 4.. den supposed to meet marcus at 5 in bishan... wanted to take nap de but.. im sure got time.. so stonned arnd wif the comp, went to bath change up and zhaoed.. though i was late like.. by 45 mins... but oh well, the whole world late lol... marcus juz walk down frm his hse... -_-

so like, met up wif the rest who were eating at KFC, late so chionged to mrt, nearly missed the train, cause xiaole had to find bernie who popped out of no where lol... like some mouse... haha we were late by 3 mins!!! but mr chong late by like 10.. -_- come on sir... whats this... never set example...

further more.. lets see farhan was late for like an hour, karthik was late for a century.... seriously.. whats this... unacceptable plx.

anyway on a lighter note, the weather that day was awesome! lol.. infact a little cold... like nowadays.. dunno wtm the wind so strong and cold... like all the eskimos line up in 1 line and blow air unanimously... hmm oh, the stadium was so crowded! cool, really lotsa pple, great to see the singaporeans supportin their team... we started off wif singing our national antheme... everyone juz sang at the top of their voices la... damn inspiring can? lol i like...

so kick off, everyone cheering like mad haha... and as u heard, at the 17th minute, singapore scored a goal! haha... everyone was like in euphoria la haha... all juz jump up and punch the air and cheer... its really a sight to take in...

haha then everylittle thing the thais do, eg injure our players, or pretend roll on the floor, whole stadium juz eruptin boos and more.. lol... more... haha there were really skrued up pple sitting behind us haha, im sure anyhow vulgarity... funky.. lol.. not like i am condoning such practices, but hey, its part of the game! haa... there were some pretty funny comments (thats if u look at it frm a light hearted view) like "go back to chang mai la!" etc haha... then again, of course theres the infamous 2 syllabus word that farhan "doesn't understand" haha... its really quite funny haha, eveytime someone sounds the 9 beeps of air horn (in the tempo of say, a raffles cheer, before u cheer raffles, u clap 9 times.. u noe?) the whole stadium crowd juz blast B_ _ _ H!! haha, and its coupled wif a trademark hand action, where u point out ur index and middle finger while u tuck the rest away, and poke the air! coolx manx woo haha...

it was especially apparent when the thais scored their equaliser and more so when they walked off the pitch... tsk.. why liddat... dun liddat.. not good la liddat... hmm.. when thy walked off the pitch, emotions ran quite high.. lol.. evryone juz whatuf?! but of course.. not as pleasant as a simple whatuf?! haha... there were an array of hand actions lol... which was quite an eye opener.. especially the one where this guy looked like he was trying to eat his fingers rapidly... LOL... ask me nxt time.. i show u.. come on... haha den oso got this guai lan man, when the thais went to the sidelines to slack stone durin their protest, he shouted "YOU THINK HALFTIME AH C______E!" er, due to the innocence of this blog, we shall refrain frm spelling out some words, go figure =P

glad that they finally came back onto the field and finished up the game... if not we juz pon sch liao lol... mr chong can help cover us... =D well, though after reading the papers and knowing that it was a very harsh penalty, but still glad that at least it gave us a 1 goal cushion.. yep.. go singapore!~

the whole match was a super great experience! really enjoyed it a lot haha.. and the gals super cam whored la haha.. when everyone booing the thais for walking off liddat, the gals busy taking pictures lolx... haha, nxt time can see the pics when bernie posts them... learnt quite a lot of things, but dunno if they are really that valuable lol.. u noe... learnt some new words as well as actions haha... but i shld say its really memoriable la.. all the kallang waves we did, and the last time we see our natinal stadium.... sad for thoes who didn't come... haha..though singapore might not be ur hometown, but still, its a once in a life time chance! ask chang rong! i bet she enjoyed it... i hope... or else.....

hmm i shall end here then! keep a look out for the videos and pictures! will post hem reall soon k! haha, for now, peaceout!

GO LIONS!