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Sunday 25 May 2008

acquaintances, friends, buddies....soulmates...

we finally had a gathering, though the turnout was rather pathetic...nevertheless, 4 of us turned up to catch Indiana Jones, namely eugene willy dali n me. Quite a nice movie. ....a gathering of lower sec frens.... the number was further reduced when dali had to join his vball mates for dinner...so the remainin musketeers went hunting for exciting and delicious meal at marina square....and guess who i met. at first glance, i thought i saw bernadette in cafe cartel..then i reconsidered and decided to ignore..as we walked hopelessly up and down the mall, tryin to decide where to eat. i caught a further glimpse of wanqing, and someone whose movements are so similar to that of ChangRong. low and behold, it was really them! sorry changrong >< anyway, we finally settled on Changing Appetites...honestly, dun try the Cheese the Chicken thingy, mangoes are definitely a weird thing to hv with cheese, nachos and grilled chicken....willy and eugene's food were so much more appetizing...and then we shared a mudpie. which is the onli picture we had for the day...eugene, pls post the pic :D
....a meeting with JC frens....

when we finally finished our dinner, we decided to head down to the river to immerse and embrace our artistic side and enjoy the river acts. woah, and there zhangrui was at marina square. sadly, the water performance wasnt on, and we took a stroll down the river, hunting for future outing spots. and willy so happily predicted and coined the future of this brudderhood - clubberhood, as usual, with chin nam leading the pack.

....chance upon upper sec fren....

honestly, we werent dressed like the peeps who frequent there. i felt so out of place...probably onli at home with the single shop that looks out of place too.. Digital @ Orchard. a camera/tech shop at clarke quay...hmmm.....we couldnt find parker's face either at arena...guess they din really make him the face of arena....and on our way back, we concluded that clubberhood is really beyond our reach. woah, and i met Nigel and Alex, both from my BMT days...

....chance upon BMT buddies....

so before we decided to split and head home to do some online "research" on certain scandal (qutie easy to find..lol)...we went ATM hunting. exploring the maze of central's basement....willy met his fren! and apparently, he saw some other frens earlier on o.o....

at the end of the day, we did quite a bit of aimless walking, accomplished nthing but random chatter and bonding...it was fun nonetheless....and we din find the ATM machine.

....coincidences...

and den on my way home, i started reminiscing the past again...and i felt guilt this time round. so i would like to take this opportunity to apologize to the following people....starting from the closest i could rmb...
changrong, for scaring you...sort of...and mayb causing unecessary embarassment ( i would like to apologize the other patrons as well for causing a disturbance in ur happy dining experience)

derrick (sispec acquaintance), well i did apologize almost immediately after venting my anger on him( mayb a sign of improvement in my anger management)..but im still rather regretful that i actually vent my anger on him..so, sorry pal..

elaine (guitar senior). i could actually just msn her the apology, which would make more sense. but i dun hv the guts...and futhermore, it could hv been a petty event which she could not hv even rmbed. so, im sorry for being rude and an ass at times...

at this point, i wonder if they will ever get to see these apologies...den again, nvm....

ah, and den there is this girl in p.sch, when we were p2 or p3..cant really rmb...but im really sorry for pulling your pants down, an act of mischeif with my fren. i just rmbed i did this...but cant rmb who it was >< boys will b boys, always mischiveous. so if you ever read this, and geng geng yu huai ( i doubt you will though), im sry....

and to all others whom i hv been a nuisance to all the times, frequently, sometimes, occasionally. (circle one). im really sorry. ><

Friday 23 May 2008

thoughts of the immediate, the distant, and the non-existent future

i've been giving a lot of thoughts about the future these few days, since im block leave anyway...

well, block leave wasnt exactly spent idling...so far...cause the first two days were spent helping my father with his work....

anyway, i believe a lot of people have been thinking about their own future, what they want and what they can do. Making choices, thinking over them, and perhaps changing their decision. It is after all the period in which we start to come of age to face the real world, the period in which we have to decide what we want to do with our future.

some people believe that university courses have little to no regards with what you will eventually end up working as, whilst they are also people who tend to believe the opposite. for me, im one who is stuck in the middle of both, believing in a little of both. so ultimately, im in a dilemma as to what course shld i take for uni? i fear the unknown, i fear the future.
i keep thinking of the pros and cons, weighing the differences...thinking about what i will get to experience...but at the same time, i think about what i will not experience...i fear that my choice might not b a wise choice..though i hv yet to make any choices...so as i ponder about the future and its uncertainties, i came to realise how much i missed school....how much i missed the so called innocence of youth.

admittedly, i wasnt exactly enjoying every single bit of my sch life since probably the day i entered RI and then moved on to RJ. sch life seemed to pale in comparison when u watch japanese dramas and what nots about their sch life. it seems so much more..happening than what i hv went thru..nevertheless...the monotony and frustrations i endured were so much more better than that of the army..really......i cant wait to ORD. just for the record, it isnt really as tough as many would like to think...but this yearning for THE day to come just grabs almost every NSFs...it is onli a matter of time before they succumb to this wish.

on another note...i finally bought my acoustic gutiar capo..perhaps money well spent, perhaps overspent as well cause i chose for sth better..when the cheaper one would suffice...my classical guitar capo is like sitting ard now, without any use..together with the classical gutiar strap...both are good stuffs which has become a bit obsolete....also, i finally found that elusive video series which i hv spent countless time questing for, i.e. Band of Brothers. and guess what, i had to question how much i really want it. cause when i finally found it, it was the collector's edition i think ( in a metal case with a lot of additional stuff cds like docu and making of). instead of immediately making the purchase, i just stop and stared at the price tag. it is a whooping $140....jokes...bleh....

Monday 19 May 2008

wkend

doenst everyone love weekends?

long week end. cool

i love this weekend.

damn u tango and delta. gimme back james beta n yong

Monday 5 May 2008

Where?

Read a blog post today. Made me wonder where i stand.

hmm someone said "I should just try to talk to people who really want to talk to me and not bother those who don’t."

if everyone had this motto in mind.. i wonder how wld it be like.. both sides conflict if u get what i mean... A tried hard to talk to B but B wants to talk to C, thus being daoish to A, and C wants to talk to A (loop) or D(chain), thus being daoish to B...and so on so fourth.. assuming that it continues in the trend.. then suddenly they gain enlightenment of the above statement as mentioned.. then the conflict wld be that B will now try to talk to A but A wont want to talk to B anymore, and tried to talk to C (loop) while C daos A and talks to B.... and then they will keep switching wldnt it.. everyone's role will be different the next minute.. ah well..

now i wonder, if its just A B and C, and that C doesnt loop to A. between A and C, which one am i?

Sunday 4 May 2008

Outing

a rather cliche title.....but anyway...

guys..pls try to keep nxt wkend (Saturday) free...
we are goin out~

hope you guys actually visit this blog -.-

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